Here We Go: Moving Day & Begining of the End

Big Day

I don't know if you guys have ever failed at something.

But today, I have to stand in front of some fellow classmates and admit to them that I failed.

This is the first time I have done this and for so long I kept trying so hard to admit that I wasn't going to fail.

I failed and the feeling sucks. Being a failure sucks.

I have to keep remembering three things:

1. God uses failures.
2. It is not a failure if I learn from it.
3. This will probably be my first of many.
4. I can't be scared of failing.

I like the way that Kirsten Dunst says it in one of my favorite movies:

Lennon says:

"There are two basic motivating forces: fear and love. When we are afraid, we pull back from life. When we are in love, we open to all that life has to offer with passion, excitement, and acceptance. We need to learn to love ourselves first, in all our glory and our imperfections. If we cannot love ourselves, we cannot fully open to our ability to love others or our potential to create. Evolution and all hopes for a better world rest in the fearlessness and open-hearted vision of people who embrace life."

-John Lennon

I have my last day of work and my first final of the last set! Happy Rainy Monday. Say a prayer for someone special today!

Rainy Sunday Plans

Today, I have a huge project to start and finish.

It is raining outside which is a good thing so I will get work done.

I am in my bed. I woke up at 8, had Special K with fresh strawberries. Decided to splurge and go to a friend's house for a side order of hash browns from the one and only Cathy's Corner here in Siloam Springs and a cup of Joe.

Now, I am back at the apartment and sbout to watch the online campus sermon from Fellowship in Little Rock, if they get the streaming to work. Then, I will begin my project while watching the four following show, three of which I rented from Redbox on my way home.

Wish me luck. Happy Sunday everyone! :)






(This show is called The League. And it is a bunch of dirty guy humor. But it is hilarious. I only recommend this to a select few and the majority of them are not the ones who would take time to read my blog. :) Just saying. )